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I was raised in a
typical Chinese family that practised ancestral worship. Every night at
9 p.m. a member of the family would see to it that 3 joss-sticks were
placed at the family altar. We celebrated all the traditional Chinese
festivals.
I had my formal education in
Anderson School, Ipoh and from there I proceeded to read medicine in the
University of Malaya. As a medical student I studied and dissected many
dead human bodies and on no occasion did anything unusual or spooky
happen. There were no ghosts. I was in the graduating class of 1969 -
the first batch of made-in-Malaysia doctors (buatan
Malaysia).
I recall asking my dying
patients and relatives to come back from the spirit world to make me
rich by giving me 4-digit numbers to bet on. To my dismay, no departed
souls came back, not even in my dreams. So I did not believe in
spiritual things or God or the supernatural. I believed only in science
and in myself.
I got married and started my
general medical practice. It was work, work, work 7 days a week. My only
holidays were special public holidays. My favourite past times were
smoking and gambling.
We started a family and later
acquired a house, 3 cars and most of the material things this world had
to offer, thinking that this would make us happy. " Heaven can wait " or
so I thought. Now I realise success in one's life is not determined by
the abundance of the things one possesses.
One day in 1984, I began to
suffer from abnormal bleeding in my nose. I consulted 2 ENT specialists
and they told me I had contracted nose cancer. Both doctors advised me
to seek confirmation and further treatment at the University Hospital
(UH) in PJ. I thought I was going to die a horrible and painful death
within the next 6 months or so. I was worried sick.
I went to UH and a blood test
for nose cancer was done. The test result was positive and I was
scheduled for surgery and a biopsy the very next week.
Just before the surgery, my
uncle who is a Christian advised me to ask Jesus Christ for divine
healing. Realising that I had nothing to lose, I agreed and was taken by
my uncle to a Christian meeting. At this meeting a man of God (a
Canadian) prayed for me. He placed a finger on my forehead and said, "In
the name of Jesus Christ I command this spirit of nose cancer to come
out of this body right now!" I felt a very compelling but pleasant
presence of God enfolding me even as I allowed myself to lay on the
ground resting in Him. In the midst of this, I noticed an evil smell
being discharged from my nose - like the smell of a dead chicken. Later,
they told me, "That was the spirit of nose cancer leaving your
body."
I was admitted to UH the
following week and the biopsy procedure and test were carried out. The
results showed that I was not suffering from nose cancer! I was furious
with the doctors for making a wrong diagnosis - one that nearly
frightened me to death.
To be absolutely sure, I had my
blood tested for nose cancer again and this time the result which was
positive was even more bizarre - it carried a reading of 20 units. The
first blood test which proved positive for nose cancer carried a reading
of 10. How could this be possible? The doctor said, "In our observations
of over 6,000 cases of nose cancer, everyone with a positive blood test
of 20 units had nose cancer. Inspite of the positive blood test reading
of 20 units in your case, the biopsy test showed you do not have nose
cancer - it's a miracle!"
I was reminded immediately what
Jesus said, "Unless you people see miraculous signs and wonders you will
never believe." (John 4:48)
In my heart I responded to our
Lord Jesus by saying, "Thank you Jesus for healing me. I believe." I was
totally healed of nose cancer and that was more than 15 years
ago.
I followed my uncle to his
church to worship God. I was baptised in water there the following month
together with my family.
Many people can testify that
smoking is bad for your health. On my own strength I could not however
give up cigarette smoking. Bad habits are easy to acquire but hard to
give up. So I prayed to Jesus, "God please help me give up smoking." The
desire to smoke vanished instantly. So I tested myself by taking a puff
from a friend's cigarette. It was horrible. It tasted like breathing in
the smoke from a burning rubbish dump. God had miraculously answered my
prayer. Praise the Almighty God!
To God be all the glory and may
God continue to give me the opportunity to testify concerning His love
and goodness for I just love to tell everyone about Jesus Christ, my God
and my Saviour!
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Truly, God engineers
situations and makes a way out for us when we are in the darkest moments
of our life. The question is not, ‘Where is God?’ but, ‘Where isn’t
God?’
In early June 1994, my wife Lee
Chen (also known as Lily) developed a persistent high fever. The doctor
prescribed antibiotics and despite after two courses of medication the
raging fever continued unabated. Her gums started to bleed. The doctor
sent a sample of Lily’s blood for analysis. It was in the evening on the
15th July 1994, that we received the “death sentence” in the test
results. I was particularly shocked with disbelief. Lily had developed
septicemia (blood poisoning due to bacterial infection) and needed
urgent hospitalization. Her condition was serious and could prove to be
fatal.
In our home, I witnessed a
sordid scene between mother and daughters. I saw Lily took out whatever
little jewelry she had and started to divide them among our three
daughters whose ages then were 6,10 & 12. My whole world came
tumbling down within me and there were no small tears that kept flowing
out of my eyes. I saw before my very eyes a gloomy picture of a
lingering pain and death. She was only 36 years old and had yet to enjoy
the best days of her life.
It was the start of our
desperate communion with God. We sought Him diligently and listened to
His soft gentle voice for directions. Every course of action from then
onwards had a bearing on life or death. My mind was pounding with
questions like “God, why me? How come?” while the questions that
naturally surfaced in Lily’s mind were “How can this happen to me? Is
this for real? Who will take care of my children when I am gone?” We
cried a lot.
From August to September 1994,
we went through a “wilderness experience” in seeking other alternative
treatments, which availed to nothing. The disease got worse and we
sought and cried greatly before the Lord for direction. The following
week, by God’s grace, we finally sought the help of a hematologist at a
private hospital in PJ. The doctor diagnosed her to have what is known
as cancer of the white blood cells (leukemia) with a 50% to 50% chance
of achieving remission if Lily were to undertake her first induction
chemotherapy.
In order to attempt for a
definite cure of her condition, the hematologist advised us to undergo a
Bone Marrow Transplant (BMT) in Sydney. We could say "yes" if we could
find a suitable bone marrow donor as well as raising the required large
sum of money. Once again, God provided a way out. Firstly, through a
Human Leukocyte Locus A (HLA) matching done on Lily’s siblings (one
brother and two sisters) in the National University Hospital Singapore.
Lily’s youngest sister was the perfect match. Secondly, God was
marvelous because sufficient funds came just in
time.
On 10th July1995, after a
routine follow up, the disease relapsed (white blood count [WBC] was
only 16.5). It came as a sudden shock to us even after five sessions of
consolidated chemotherapy.
Thereafter we left for Sydney
and by this time Lily had gum thickening and fever, and her white blood
count had shot up to 56.5.
From 21st to 31st July 1995,
Lily was admitted into the private hospital to undergo another course of
chemotherapy and other medications to arrest the rampaging leukemic
cells and septicemia respectively. In order to do a BMT, she needed to
achieve her second remission. During this period, Lily developed rigors,
pain all over her body and nausea. She even developed an allergic
reaction to one of the chemo-drugs, a rare condition called the “sweet
syndrome” whereby her earlobes swelled and were extended. Her eyes were
swollen too and her face was reddish. This led her into a delirious
state with hallucination experience. At this moment I couldn’t contain
my tears and had to run out of her room.
I was extremely discouraged but
continued to seek the Lord for His divine
intervention.
Lily checked out of the
hospital and the BMT Specialist was surprised to see the sudden turn of
event for the better and said, “This is a miracle.”
After about a week on a
high-dosed chemotherapy, the BMT took place on 25th August 1995.
Immediately, Lily developed multiple ulcers in her mouth and behind her
throat. Morphine drops were administered orally to relieve the intense
pain even while swallowing. The intravenous liquid diet helped to
sustain her. Many packs of blood and platelets were transfused into her
body. Lily was in her lowest ebb and wanted to give up but the BMT
Specialist encouraged her to fight on. He was kind and gentle and even
showed his sympathy and care by wiping her tears off.
On 10th October 1995 (Day 40
post BMT), Lily developed the third episode of septicemia and was rushed
to the emergency ward for treatment.
On 16th November 1995, the last
dose of an anti-viral drug was given and the doctor gave permission for
Lily to go home to Malaysia. Her last bone marrow aspiration result was
very good. I could recall vividly.
All in all, we have stayed 124
days in Sydney over a span of five months from July to November 1995. We
have never been separated from our children that long. This was a
“forced trip”, but God never once left us alone. A Christian doctor
encouraged me with this words, “It is not important on what the doctors
say or on what the statistics show. More importantly what does the Word
of God say?”
Since 1995, Lily’s health
condition has continued to improve and we know it is the Lord who healed
her. Lily resumed her work as a good housewife and a wonderful
homemaker. Looking back, I know that “by the stripes of our Lord Jesus
Christ, Lily is healed!” (1 Peter 2: 24). Doctor treats but Jesus
heals!
Praise God that in September
1999, we had the opportunity to have a short holiday in Sydney. We met
up with our friends and made a quick visit to the same hospital. While
standing on the hospital ground, we knew that God is a faithful God and
cares for us. As we looked at the clouds and the azure sky we gave
thanks to Him in our hearts. What more could we have asked for in
life?
God indeed has changed our
perspective in life and we are thankful to God.
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